Showing posts with label attention. Show all posts
Showing posts with label attention. Show all posts

Monday, November 21, 2011

WAIT FOR THE WIN

It is right to pray for a sign of God’s goodness. As David found, it may be just what we need. But let us not overlook the signs he has already given, the support of family and friends, the fellowship of other Christians, the light of each new day. And we can be confident that he knows our situation no matter how desperate it becomes, and he cares. (Psalm 86:17, NIV Application Notes).

Q: God, how long must I wait for what I want?

A: “Be still, and know that I am God . . . .” (Psalm 46:10, KJV).

Q: God, You know I'm not getting any younger, I didn't think I'd be waiting this long?!

A: Since before time began no one has ever imagined, no ear heard, no eye seen, a God like Me who works for those who wait for Me. (Isaiah 64:4, MSG).

Q: Surely I'm not asking You to do something that's outrageous and out of your scope of work, so what's the holdup?

A: But I'm not finished. I'm waiting around to be gracious to you. I'm gathering strength to show mercy to you. I take the time to do everything right--everything. Those who wait around for Me are the lucky ones. (Isaiah 30:18, MSG).

Q: Okay, but my friends and relatives got what they wanted years ago, don't You think it’s about time for me to get what I want?

A: I know what I'm doing. I have it all planned out—plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for. When you call on me, when you come and pray to me, I'll listen. When you come looking for me, you'll find me. Yes, when you get serious about finding me and want it more than anything else, I'll make sure you won't be disappointed. (Jeremiah 29:11-13, MSG).

Q: Well, why does it appear that my enemies have everything they want?

A: Be still before ME and wait patiently for Me; do not fret when people succeed in their ways, when they carry out their wicked schemes. (Psalm 37:7, NIV).

Q: I know I am not perfect. I also know that I seek You daily, I read Your Word, I study Your Word, I practice Your Word, I'm a vehicle of compassion, and I pray for others. Don't I qualify to receive what I desire?! Uuuuugh . . . I'm tired of waiting!

A: Why would you ever complain, . . . saying, "God has lost track of me. God doesn't care what happens to me"?

Don't you know anything? Haven't you been listening?

I don't come and go. I last. I am the Creator of all you can see or imagine. I don't get tired out, I don't pause to catch My breath. And I know everything, inside and out. I energize those who get tired, give fresh strength to dropouts. For even young people tire and drop out, young folk in their prime stumble and fall. But those who wait upon Me get fresh strength. They spread their wings and soar like eagles, they run and don't get tired, they walk and don't lag behind.  (Isaiah 40:27-31, MSG).

God, there are moments when I get so anxious about my future, I start grumbling. Considering my résumé and credentials, I believe I should've already achieved certain milestones. I get so caught up in thoughts of where I think I should be, I don't give my entire attention to what You're doing right now. (Matthew 6:34, MSG).

Forgive me, O Lord, for being impatient and prideful. Please accept my sincere apology for not always respecting Your authority over my life. I know I shouldn't get worked up about what may or may not happen tomorrow" and I am truly sorry for not honoring Your timeline. (Matthew 6:34, MSG). When I'm frustrated and life is challenging for me, please remind me to go off by myself. Enter the silence. Bow in prayer. Don't ask questions: Wait for hope to appear." (Lamentations 3:28-29, MSG).
God, I appreciate our conversations. Like Abraham, I can approach You and we can engage in a Q & A session.  Life is good because You show me "that asking for anything is allowed, with the understanding that" Your answers come from Your perspective. (Genesis 18:33, NIV Application Notes).

LORD, I am serious about finding You and I really do want it more than anything else! (Jeremiah 29:13, MSG). While I wait for my win, strengthen my faith and remind me that life is abundant because You reward those who earnestly seek You. (Hebrews 11:6, NIV). While I wait for my win, let me acknowledge all of what You are doing for me right now, and let me be grateful.

While I wait for my win, I wait for YOU, my whole being waits, and in Your Word I put my hope. (Psalm 130:5, NIV).

In the name of Jesus Christ...AMEN.

WORDS OF ENCOURAGEMENT
Calm down & stop fidgeting! God heard you at Question 1 and replied.
God is working; remain confident & expect to be wowed by God!

That is why waiting does not diminish us, any more than waiting diminishes a pregnant mother. We are enlarged in the waiting. We, of course, don't see what is enlarging us. But the longer we wait, the larger we become, and the more joyful our expectancy. Meanwhile, the moment we get tired in the waiting, God's Spirit is right alongside helping us along. (Romans 8:24-26, MSG).

Saturday, April 9, 2011

ALL ABOARD THE SELF-IMPROVEMENT SHUTTLE -- 1st Stop: Self-Examination

Listen to me, O Jacob, Israel, whom I have called: I am he; I am the first and I am the last. This is what the LORD says--your Redeemer, the Holy One of Israel: I am the LORD your God, who teaches you what is best for you, who directs you in the way you should go. If only you had paid attention to my commands, your peace would have been like a river, your righteousness like the waves of the sea. (Isaiah 48:12, 17-18, NIV).

As much as I despise public transportation, I had to take a shuttle to a weekly committee meeting.  I have been a member of the Pity Committee for years.  The committee meetings are time-consuming, but today's meeting should be brief because we're voting on the theme for our monthly Pity Party.

After a 30-minute brainstorming session, the committee votes on the Pity Party theme--Regrets of the Past.  Again, the Pity Committee Chair designates me as the Pity Party Host.  It is now my responsibility to ensure that each party guest has a great time celebrating past regrets.
  • I regret not speaking up for myself.
  • I regret not taking my music lessons seriously.
  • I regret not taking my foreign language lessons seriously.
  • I regret not having the courage to tell my first therapist what was really bothering me.
  • I regret not achieving my academic goals.
  • I regret not taking care of my mental, physical and spiritual health.
  • I regret being involved in noxious relationships.
  • I regret chasing pipe dreams--it was a waste of time and resources.
  • I regret not realizing my full potential until now.
If only I had paid attention to God's exhortations, I would possess river-like peace. (Isaiah 48:18, NIV).

Dear God:

I am tired of hosting pity parties!  The party atmosphere is dismal.  Really, how much fun am I supposed to have celebrating past regrets?

Concentration on past regrets creates a sense of hopelessness and causes me to feel inadequate.  My state of mind gets so depressed that I almost convince myself that I am a failure.  What happened in my past that caused me to feel so unhappy?  What happened in my past that caused me to feel so afraid?  Lord, if I paid attention to Your instructions years ago, would I be in this disappointed state?  What's at the core of this self-pity?

You have my full attention, Lord!  I have decided that I want to evaluate myself.  I am very familiar with the inventory of my past and I know I need to make some changes for improvement.

You have my full attention, Lord!  Help me carefully examine my past.  Expose my hurts and teach me how to get better.  Reveal my God-given talents and help me stop comparing myself to others.  Unmask my wicked associates and assist me in discovering God-fearing friends.  Train my thought-life to "demolish arguments and every pretension that sets itself up against the knowledge of" You; train me to "take captive every thought to make it obedient to" Jesus Christ.  (2 Corinthians 10:5, NIV).

You have my full attention, Lord!  Heal me and give me a testimony to publicize Your magnificence.

Life is challenging because focusing on past regrets can lead to wallowing in self-pity.  Life is good because I do not have to feel sorry for myself.  I can choose to improve.  I can choose to do as Christ commands: "Pick up your mat and walk!"  (John 5:8, CEV).  Life is abundant because I can aspire to forget "what lies behind and" strain "forward to what lies ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the [supreme and heavenly] prize to which God in Christ Jesus is calling us upward."  (Philippians 3:13-14, AMP).

You have my full attention, Lord!  I'm ready to depart from misery.  I'm ready to depart from rage.  I'm ready to depart from timidity.  I'm ready to depart from bitterness.  I'm ready to depart from trauma.  I'm ready to depart from worry.
I am ready to board the
Self-Improvement Shuttle!

Lord, I am fully aware that Self-Improvement is a P-R-O-C-E-S-S.  I know this journey will last a lifetime and I may have to revisit some destinations.  Reassure me that I'm well-equipped to go through this process.

Direct me in the way I should go.  (Isaiah 48:17, NIV).  Lead me to the next stop on this Self-Improvement route.  Reassure me that I will eventually reach the final destination of win.

I intercede for those who hesitate boarding the Self-Improvement Shuttle--Holy Spirit, please persuade them to take the liberating ride.

Sovereign God, thank you for being my Teacher.  I extol You for being my Master.  Thank you for providing me a traveling companion in Jesus Christ.  In His name, I pray...AMEN.

"Are you tired? Worn out? Burned out on religion? Come to me. Get away with me and you'll recover your life. I'll show you how to take a real rest. Walk with me and work with me--watch how I do it. Learn the unforced rhythms of grace. I won't lay anything heavy or ill-fitting on you. Keep company with me and you'll learn to live freely and lightly." (Matthew 11:28-30, MSG).